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artificial-ginger-snap: Today is Mothers Day…. A day to celebrate right? Nope. I lost my child before it got a birth certificate, before my baby had a name, before I could hold it, before my baby cried, before I got to hear it call me mom. I lost my child before it was even born. The exact definition of a mother is:
April 11, 2012
It was 9pm, when I laid in bed and started to feel cramps. It wasn’t that bad at first so, I decided to just stop what I was doing and try to sleep. I ended up browsing the internet for a little bit until around 11ish pm where I decided to really try and sleep. But the pain just kept worsening. I called Johns work around midnight because i was in scrutinizing pain, but no luck cuz John was out of...
April 8, 2012.
Easter Sunday. A time to rejoice, because Christ has risen. While everyone around me celebrated at church, I mourned in silence. As I kneeled praying, tears just kept coming out. I looked over at John, and see that he too, was crying. After church, we went over the Sassady’s to celebrate. A few of the homies were there and food was ready. The hardest part was seeing a friend of ours, who was...
April 5, 2012.
Sorry my fellow mumblrs, if I have been MIA. But here’s why. Prepare, its a bit of a read! I didnt edit, so its just me rambling, bare with me. —————————————- We woke up extra early, 6:45am to get ready for the day. Our OB appointment was at 8am at Boone Clinic. I dont think I slept long enough, cuz I was tired,...